you were the one person i could tell anything to, you were always there. Now what do i have? Who can i tell my secrets to? ahhh my brain is making me go crazy! D:
honestly why am i in a relationship?
He hasnt called me beautiful in days. Thats all i want is for someone to call me beautiful every day, say sweet things to me, and just be happy i’m in their life. I feel so ugly. Show me you care please. And if you some how read this know that you are so sweet but why am i in a relationship where i cant tell you everything. I cant tell you that i got a new reptile because i dont want you thinking im crazy. I cant tell you that im eating once again cuz then im fat. I cant tell you that i feel so ugly and plain.
Im in a relationship to fill the empty spot in my heart that he left. But now i cant trust a word any guy says. They all lie. ugh. :(
Im trying to hide this but its nights like these where i feel so utterly alone…
